Real

December 23rd, 2016

Dear world, are you having a good day today?

I'm alright, dealing with the usual waves of depression and angst that seem interspersed between those happy moments where I feel like I can do anything. Most of that is due to the constant encouragement I'm receiving from everyone. There is a lot I need to make right in this coming year and I truly hope that I will get the opportunity to do so. It's nerve-wracking when your opportunities depend upon other people, but I suppose that is why faith and trust are so important.

For now I suppose I just want to keep doing my best, especially for all of you out there who seem to believe that I can do anything I put my mind to. If so many of you say it, then perhaps I shall have to try. I want to take back the life I had, right the wrongs and return to my place as a champion, but I hope you'll forgive me if I take a few more days to gather the courage to do so.

As for my personal project it is going well, it is 20% completed and I hope to finish it before the end of December. It would be quite an important change for me...an accomplishment even if the gain is not monetary yet. I hope you will all continue to cheer me on.

Of course if there is anything else going on in your lives, I would be happy to hear about it. Write back to me alright? Your letters always keep me going and I will always keep writing!

Yours Sincerely,
Semshol