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I feel like I want to write,
but my brain is an exhausted mess of thoughts.
I had a few inspirational ideas,
but the ones that I grasped are the ones I forgot.
I'm now just fitting empty rhymes onto this page,
spitting metaphors for my inner rage.
The frustration at being unable to create,
it's like a crescendo of lust that I can't seem to sate.
It's left me insensate and irate,
I'm just typing every word that seems to enact this hate.
And I would love it if I could let this out while I conversate,
But lately, there doesn't seem to be anyone to whom I can relate.
So I end up writing these empty rhymes on a page...
but my brain is an exhausted mess of thoughts.
I had a few inspirational ideas,
but the ones that I grasped are the ones I forgot.
I'm now just fitting empty rhymes onto this page,
spitting metaphors for my inner rage.
The frustration at being unable to create,
it's like a crescendo of lust that I can't seem to sate.
It's left me insensate and irate,
I'm just typing every word that seems to enact this hate.
And I would love it if I could let this out while I conversate,
But lately, there doesn't seem to be anyone to whom I can relate.
So I end up writing these empty rhymes on a page...
Self realization
My self realization and the need to dig deeper in understanding the dark parts of myself led me to writing poetry and lyrics for my music. It made me able to Consciously see these behaviors. I'd write out these parts of myself in a way that seemed fucked up and in need of change. If anybody relates and needs help with the same, I'm providing a subscription to my self healing writings. Thank you everyone. New content will be added consistently.
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Greetings everyone,
I am really exhausted right now because this week has been harsh as hell. I really wanted to do a poem for you all, but I just couldn't fit anything together so I just decided to string sentences and phrases and go with rap. Enjoy xD
Anyway I'm sure you enjoyed that philosophical message, but I also want to say that: I'm still searching for female Gamers and Slaves (two separate things) to help with my youtube, please check my journal for the details!
- Chennie
P.S.
If you'd like to support and me, please consider:
- Joining the Writer Gang; or
- Commissioning Me; or
- Watching some of my videos - I do Poetry Readings, Fanfic Readings, Gaming and Reactions!: www.youtube.com/channel/UCbxaD…
I am really exhausted right now because this week has been harsh as hell. I really wanted to do a poem for you all, but I just couldn't fit anything together so I just decided to string sentences and phrases and go with rap. Enjoy xD
Anyway I'm sure you enjoyed that philosophical message, but I also want to say that: I'm still searching for female Gamers and Slaves (two separate things) to help with my youtube, please check my journal for the details!
- Chennie
P.S.
If you'd like to support and me, please consider:
- Joining the Writer Gang; or
- Commissioning Me; or
- Watching some of my videos - I do Poetry Readings, Fanfic Readings, Gaming and Reactions!: www.youtube.com/channel/UCbxaD…
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I actually know this frustration very well.